can't think straight
fine minutes ago
coughing
coughing
can't breath
blood
so much blood.
whats going on
hospital
sleep
cant do this
i cant
all lies
facade
i have to be honest
cant live
cant breath
bleeding
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Update on my life!
BUTTS!
In a few weeks I am due to go to MegaCon! That's a huge convention in Orlando that has a ton of people showing up. I am super pumped about that. Literally the day after I get back from MegaCon, I go to Tampa for International Thespian Society State Competition. (Fancy word for Theatre Competition)
Before that, a dodgeball game! (HOW DO I GET MYSELF INTO THIS)
So I got many stuffs to do.
Also: no weird dream, but I had a vivid hallucination due to a combination of lack of sleep and lack of caffeine the other day.
Creepy teenager in a leather jacket staring at me.
Eugh, my imagination annoys me.
A lot.
So!
In order for book ends...
BUTTS! - C
In a few weeks I am due to go to MegaCon! That's a huge convention in Orlando that has a ton of people showing up. I am super pumped about that. Literally the day after I get back from MegaCon, I go to Tampa for International Thespian Society State Competition. (Fancy word for Theatre Competition)
Before that, a dodgeball game! (HOW DO I GET MYSELF INTO THIS)
So I got many stuffs to do.
Also: no weird dream, but I had a vivid hallucination due to a combination of lack of sleep and lack of caffeine the other day.
Creepy teenager in a leather jacket staring at me.
Eugh, my imagination annoys me.
A lot.
So!
In order for book ends...
BUTTS! - C
Saturday, March 8, 2014
Weird Dreams
Or "The thing that's recurring on a weekly basis" If you will.
Hey lifers, how's it hangin'? Pretty good I hope.
I just felt like I needed to update, but there wasn't anything interesting or relevant going on in my life up until last night.
I had a weird dream.
Well- more like multiple weird dreams.
Each would fade into each other.
They all freaked me out. Like, immensely.
So:
1st One) I awake in a field of nothing but de-thorned roses. I stand. There is another figure at the edge of the field. I run to him, but he disappears behind me. I turn around and run to him again, this time successfully. It's a teenage boy, no more than seventeen. All he says is "I am Arial." And it fades into the next dream.
2nd One) I'm sitting in the back of my car. The sky is blood red. Greg is driving, screaming at the person next to me to "press on the fucking wound" I look down. I've got a hole in my chest. Funny thing is, I don't feel anything. I look outside. We're driving down an empty country road that I don't recognize. The person holding down my wound is Greg's older brother, Danny. The last thing I hear is Danny shout "HE'S GETTING CLOSER!" I black out and fade into the next one
3rd One) I inside an abandoned house. I am holding a flashlight. I run towards the door, but it keeps getting farther away. I decide to turn around, and I see Arial. He's standing in the hallway. I run towards him, but something stops me, and pulls me back. I lose my grip, and fall forward. I turn around, to see what is pulling me. It's him. HIM. I try to scream for help, for Arial or someone to help, but nothing comes out, and I wake up, in a cold sweat.
I don't know what's going on with my brain, but it may have something to do with the greasy chinese food I had eaten the night before.
Enjoy this post lifers! - C
Hey lifers, how's it hangin'? Pretty good I hope.
I just felt like I needed to update, but there wasn't anything interesting or relevant going on in my life up until last night.
I had a weird dream.
Well- more like multiple weird dreams.
Each would fade into each other.
They all freaked me out. Like, immensely.
So:
1st One) I awake in a field of nothing but de-thorned roses. I stand. There is another figure at the edge of the field. I run to him, but he disappears behind me. I turn around and run to him again, this time successfully. It's a teenage boy, no more than seventeen. All he says is "I am Arial." And it fades into the next dream.
2nd One) I'm sitting in the back of my car. The sky is blood red. Greg is driving, screaming at the person next to me to "press on the fucking wound" I look down. I've got a hole in my chest. Funny thing is, I don't feel anything. I look outside. We're driving down an empty country road that I don't recognize. The person holding down my wound is Greg's older brother, Danny. The last thing I hear is Danny shout "HE'S GETTING CLOSER!" I black out and fade into the next one
3rd One) I inside an abandoned house. I am holding a flashlight. I run towards the door, but it keeps getting farther away. I decide to turn around, and I see Arial. He's standing in the hallway. I run towards him, but something stops me, and pulls me back. I lose my grip, and fall forward. I turn around, to see what is pulling me. It's him. HIM. I try to scream for help, for Arial or someone to help, but nothing comes out, and I wake up, in a cold sweat.
I don't know what's going on with my brain, but it may have something to do with the greasy chinese food I had eaten the night before.
Enjoy this post lifers! - C
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