Yeah, obviously I am back. No I am not doing well, thanks for asking. Depression decided to say hey "fuck you and your happiness", but technically I wasn't really happy. The depression may have been brought on by the blackouts, or the fact that I'm not getting any goddamn fucking sleep at night anymore, and that's starting to scare me.
I don't know why I'm not getting any sleep, or why the blackouts are happening. If that wasn't enough, Claire's fucking crying every day, because her parents may be getting a divorce and she thinks it's her fault. I can't blame her though, that has to be a shitty burden to have to bear.
I wasn't really gonna update tonight, or this evening, or this morning or what ever the fuck time it is for you, but I did so yeah. I didn't die from my spout of sickness, but it seems that depression decided to come back. Fuckin' great - Cecil
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